Thursday, December 8, 2011 - 10:31 AM

By Mark Hammel
Best Defense guest columnist
As in all human endeavors, knowledge is power. Therefore, in treating an
individual unfortunate enough to be suffering from Posttraumatic Stress
Disorder (PTSD), I begin by explaining that PTSD is neither an illness nor a
weakness, but rather, an injury. As with all injuries, it is due to exposure to
a force that undermines the integrity of a biologically adaptive system of the
body. In the case of an injury to the musculoskeletal system, the force is
typically of a kinetic nature, such as with a badly sprained ankle. In the case
of PTSD, the force is initiated by the perception of mortal danger giving rise
to a wave of neurological activity so great that the stress response system of
the brain is damaged. Think of this as a power surge.
The stress response system is one and the same as the system that responds to
the perception of danger with the fight-freeze-or-flight response. I've found
it useful over the years to refer to this system as the
danger-monitoring-and-response system of the brain. It is the malfunctioning of
this injured system that gives rise to the symptoms that we have come to know
in the aggregate as PTSD.
Under normal conditions, our five senses work tirelessly in the background,
monitoring the environment for any change in ambient conditions that might
represent danger, such as a novel sound or smell, or perhaps movement on the
periphery of our visual field. When such a change occurs the system initiates
an immediate IFF, consulting its own knowledge base of previous experience,
i.e. memory, and at the same time readies itself to unleash the
fight-freeze-or-flight response should our memory turn up a match for something
that could do us harm.
When the system is impaired, as in the case of PTSD, it enters a sort of safe
mode, where the danger-monitoring-and-response function supersedes all other
normal functioning. The victim becomes preoccupied with danger, accompanied by
an impaired ability to muster the attention and motivation to engage in the
myriad of biopsychosocially adaptive activities that uninjured humans
accomplish with relative ease.
I hope this explanation makes it easier to grasp the source of two major groups
of PTSD symptoms: hyperarousal (e.g. hypervigilance, exaggerated startle
response, sleep disturbance, etc.), and avoidance and numbing.
A third group, reexperiencing symptoms, among them so-called flashbacks, is
perhaps less easy to grasp, but surely the most salient to victim and
clinicians. Normally, when we experience something it brings about a change in
the brain that results in the formation of a memory. When we recall it, it is
clearly in the realm of having occurred in the past, the there-and-then. In the
case of a traumatic experience, the transformation into a memory is incomplete.
It exists in a kind of limbo where it is maddeningly reexperienced as occurring
in the here-and-now.
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Friday, January 28, 2011 - 11:24 AM

By Deborah A. Bradbard, Ph.D.
Best Defense clinical psychology departmentU.S. Representative Gabrielle Giffords' extraordinary progress has captivated the nation, and the exemplary medical care she has received this far leaves hope that she will recover from her injuries. Reportedly, she already has begun initial rehabilitation.
Descriptions suggest her care will include what is widely considered the gold standard in rehabilitation, Cognitive Rehabilitation Therapy (CRT), which is considered the treatment of choice for traumatic brain injuries because it is comprehensive, individualized, multidisciplinary, and coordinated. The goals of CRT are to restore cognitive function to the extent possible, maximize functional adaptation to the injuries sustained, and to encourage compliance to recommended treatments. A large body of respectable scientific evidence exists to support CRT's effectiveness.
Here's the bad news: Thousands of military veterans who have sustained life altering traumatic brain injuries similar to Giffords' do not receive this coordinated, holistic, and individualized rehabilitative care because the military's insurance provider, Tricare, does not cover CRT for its beneficiaries (military personnel, veterans, and their families).
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011 - 10:37 AM

I know, that didn't make sense to me at first. I mean, how can getting bitten by a mosquito measure anything but the nettlesome persistence of the insect? But a footnote to the 1972 article in the American Journal of Psychiatry article I mentioned the other day says that the 1st Infantry Division in Vietnam used the rate of malaria in a given unit as an indicator of command performance "because the incidence of vivax malaria directly reflected whether or not the men had taken their chloraquin primaquine tablets, a function of discipline and morale." (P. 699)
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Friday, December 17, 2010 - 11:10 AM

I got a disturbing note the other day from an acquaintance who got messed up in Iraq. Like all of us, he never expected he would be the guy who actually needed all that help, all that therapy, to get back to normal. After all, he had made it through his first three tours unscathed.
Now he is going through the hell of recovery and, like many soldiers, is surprised to find himself in the hands of a large, uncaring, unresponsive bureaucracy that looks on him as a problem, not as a client. And he is amazed to find every tenet of leadership he has been taught for 20 years routinely violated.
My point: Keep an eye on these Warrior Transition Units. The mind you save may be your own.
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Friday, December 10, 2010 - 10:54 AM

By Rebecca
Frankel
Best Defense Chief Canine Correspondent
It was only a few years ago that Lex, a German Shepherd, was patrolling the streets of Fallujah sniffing out roadside bombs with his handler, 20 year old Corporal Dustin J. Lee. The two made quite a pair and were said to be inseparable. But during an attack on March 21, 2007 a rocket-propelled grenade killed Cpl. Lee. Lex sustained serious shrapnel wounds to his hindquarters including a piece still lodged in his spine.
Cpl.'s Lee's family, knowing how much their son had cared for his canine partner, lobbied to adopt Lex. Getting Lex released into their custody, however, was no easy feat. Undeterred by military regulations, the family "launched an Internet petition and enlisted the aid of a North Caroline congressman..." and by December Lex was at home with the Lees in Mississippi. It was, apparently, the first time the military has "granted a dog early retirement to be adopted by someone other than a former handler." Dustin's father said he and his wife were only acting in their son's stead. "He knew that we would take care of Lex and love him, just like our own."
But once Lex arrived, there was no escaping the depth of his injuries -- the nine-year-old dog could barely walk on his own.
Monday, November 29, 2010 - 11:05 AM
Here's an interesting example of what happens when a vet confronts those around him with the reality of what his country has asked him to do. My bottom line: If you don't want vets to talk about killing, don't send them off to kill.
By Matthew Collins
Best Defense writing-as-therapy correspondent.Soldier returns from Iraq. He was wounded a few times. He leaves the military and has trouble adjusting. He drinks. He has a run-in with the law that puts him in jail for a few months. He moves into his parents' basement and enrolls in community college. He does well in his classes and is on track to get his life back together. Encouraged by his English professor, he writes about his combat experience and his difficulties adjusting to civilian life. The professor likes his paper and gives him an "A." His paper ends up getting published in student newspaper. His fellow students now have a new appreciation for the sacrifices made by veterans. Right?
This would have been an inspiring story about the therapeutic power of writing, had administrators at the Community College of Baltimore County not decided to suspend Charles Wittington and order him to undergo a psychiatric evaluation before returning to class, the Baltimore Sun reports. "We all believe in freedom of speech, but we have to really be cautious in this post-Virginia Tech world," said the school's spokesman.
While the essay was rather dark, suspending him from school was one of the worst things administrators could have done. They just reminded him how little he has in common with his classmates and teachers. Instead of helping him to reintegrate into society, they have alienated him.
Thousands of service members have deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan. Many of them are using the GI Bill to go to college. Some of them are still struggling to come to terms with what they saw and did. This process may take years. It is good that the administration is concerned about his mental health and that they take the safety of their students seriously. Still, after what Mr. Wittington did for his country, he deserves better than to be compared with a sociopath who murdered thirty-two people in cold blood. Perhaps he should look for different school.
Matthew Collins spent ten years as a Marine Intelligence Officer. The opinions expressed are his own, but Tom suspects they are shared by many readers of this blog.
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Friday, November 12, 2010 - 10:55 AM

My CNAS colleague Nancy Berglass has a good new study on how we need to bring together the efforts of the Defense Department, the VA and the non-profit sector:
The U.S. government can draw upon an emerging network of nongovernmental organizations to form a model of public-private partnerships that will greatly enhance the care and services provided to those who have served the nation.
There are a lot of private outfits that want to help, she notes:
By working largely within the confines of governmental structure, both DOD and VA fail to take advantage of private-sector resources. Both agencies could fulfill their missions more quickly, effectively and with a desperately needed personal touch by leveraging the exceptional promise of community partners to help them meet their charges.
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Wednesday, November 3, 2010 - 10:50 AM

Here's another piece by the Washington Post‘s doctor-reporter that looks at combat medicine with the eye of an expert. (I cited David Brown's previous article from Afghanistan the other day -- this guy is no chimp.)
"Tourniquets are especially useful in wars where blast injuries, not gunshot wounds, predominate. Many makeshift bombs damage both legs or blow them entirely off. A person whose femoral arteries, the main arteries of the thigh, are both severed will die in about seven minutes. Today, many soldiers with such wounds arrive at the hospital with tourniquets on each leg and all bleeding stopped.
Their usefulness is so obvious that some soldiers here go on foot patrol with them loosely placed on each limb, ready to be tightened…"
Tom: Also, a lesson from Fallujah that I hadn't seen before: Whole blood works better than plasma.
"The rate of survival was nearly nine times as high for the people who got whole blood (or the equivalent of it in components) as for those who got mostly red blood cells and IV fluid."
Tom: Finally, this grim observation:
"On a recent night, surgeons were operating on someone who had stepped on a mine and lost both legs at the knee. He'd received 13 units of blood in the appropriate components -- about a pint more than an adult typically has in the circulatory system."
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Monday, November 1, 2010 - 11:31 AM

I was impressed by this video in which more than 30 people who received the Medal of Honor talk about the need to get counseling when, as one puts it, the enemy comes home with you. It portrays seeking care as an act of strength. Take two minutes to check it out -- you won't regret it.
I am told that Gen. Pete Chiarelli, the vice chief of staff of the Army, was one of the people who made this video happen. A job well done.
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Monday, October 18, 2010 - 12:15 PM

It is nothing unusual for a reporter to cover the efforts of medics in combat. But when that reporter is also a practicing doctor, as in this case, it makes for a special story. David Brown's article is full of small, self-confident touches that can only come from someone who has worked in an emergency room himself:
Four people run to the helicopter with the stretcher holding the wounded soldier. He lies on his back partially wrapped in a foil blanket. His chest is bare. In the middle of it is an "intraosseous device," a large-bore needle that has been punched into his breastbone by the medic on the ground. It's used to infuse fluids and drugs directly into the circulatory system when a vein can't be found. It's a no-nonsense technology, used occasionally in World War II, that fell out of favor when cheap and durable plastic tubing made IV catheters ubiquitous in the postwar years. Until they were revived for the Iraq and Afghanistan wars, intraosseus devices were used almost exclusively in infants whose veins were too small to find.
Or this comment about how much painkiller has been given the wounded soldier: "He's gotten 10 mg of morphine, not a lot."
More on medics/corpsmen here, in a graphic novel produced by the military.
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Monday, October 18, 2010 - 12:14 PM

Military spouse Alison Buckholtz proposes an "It Gets Better" campaign that speaks to suicidal service members, akin to the current campaign reaching out to gay teens. "Stoicism and name-calling doesn't work," she writes. "Nor do stand-downs and speeches. Individual Americans can help close the military-civilian divide by demonstrating the belief that suicides among service members demand our immediate attention as a society. Soldiers and sailors need reassurance that it gets better for them too."
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Friday, October 1, 2010 - 9:25 AM
Here's a sad comment from Capt. Tim Mills, who is now serving in Iraq.
By Capt. Tim Mills
Best Defense guest columnistOn April 23, I submitted an opinion editorial to the local paper. It ran with a picture of my kids and expressed sincere appreciation to my family for supporting my military service. In that editorial I said, "I don't know the total 'cost' this deployment will have on my family." Unfortunately, the editorial was outdated before it ever went to print.
I arrived at the airport on R&R leave April 29 and struggled to understand the awkwardness and inability to reconnect with my wife. On May 11 I discovered the security of a fourteen-year marriage had been compromised and the life my family had enjoyed seemed headed for destruction.
Boarding an airplane at 5:15 a.m. on May 15 was one of the hardest things I've done. Struggling to breathe and unable to sleep I weathered the endless hours of travel from the U.S. to Iraq. How does a Soldier board an airplane for another six months of deployment fearing his family being torn apart? The same way soldiers going through similar adversity boarded the plane at the beginning of the deployment.
"Take a walk in someone else's shoes. Step out of your own and try to view situations from a different set of shoes," these were my words of challenge to the unit before we deployed. I viewed this as an "elective" not a "core" requirement and didn't know I would involuntarily experience the pain some of them had already endured.
I have joined them. I've struggled to survive the injuries from a different battlefield -- the mind. The wounds my unit has sustained have largely been fought on this hidden battlefield. The fear of losing someone they love or someone who loves them can be consuming. Relationship struggles, newborn complications, back-to-back mobilizations, fearing the loss or losing a family member and fears resulting from deployment experiences have threatened the stability of my unit.
Little rest can be found on this battlefield. The synapses are on auto and continue to fire. Even with eyes shut the mind won't stop. Anxiety tops out and a spirit of defiance kicks in. Forfeiting sleep to craft an articulate e-mail or carry a phone conversation into the next day provides a false sense of hope that chaotic events can be controlled from thousands of miles away. Reality eventually strikes, along with the grim awareness that the opportunity to affect the desired outcome might not exist.
It is at this dark hour, this pivotal time when hope is challenged, that buddy aid is critical. I never envisioned that I would be on the receiving end of that care… after all, I'm the commander. My battle buddy has kept an eye on me every day since I returned from R&R leave on May 18. I'll forever be indebted to him and two others -- the chaplain and a contractor friend.
The ability to bandage an unseen wound is difficult. I've tried as a commander, but at times have struggled to know what level of care to administer. Sometimes a listening ear and an occasional nod is all a soldier needs. At times, more specialized care is required.
One of my soldiers returned home early to receive specialized care. I am fortunate the soldier was able to articulate their need and a battle buddy saw and responded to the signs.
Questions continue about the increase in Army suicide numbers over the last couple years. Efforts to mitigate risk have resulted in numerous briefings, hand outs and standard operating procedures.
Behavioral health has become a catch phrase. To some it carries the negative connotation of instability and probable self-harm. Soldiers fear it has the potential to make them non-deployable or negatively affect their career. They fear the potential consequences of seeking help or the perceptions of their peers knowing they're receiving help. I've had soldiers go to the Combat Stress Clinic, talk things out with a battle buddy, or like myself, meet with the chaplain.
What is it that helps a soldier weather adversity? Is it God, determined resiliency, a battle buddy? What allows a soldier to continue to function on the visible battlefield while a battle rages on the hidden one?
Over the last four months through e-mail and phone conversations, I've witnessed my fairy tale life unravel. There is little I can affect from Iraq, but I've walked the hidden battlefield and have a better understanding of what some of my soldiers have endured. Sometimes you just need someone to listen. Sometimes you need reminded that God is with you. Sometimes you need to talk to someone who's witnessed hope on the other side of adversity. How do I know? I've walked a few days in these shoes.
Captain Tim Mills is deployed at Contingency Operating Base Speicher in Tikrit, Iraq. He is the Commander of the 135th Mobile Public Affairs Detachment, Iowa Army National Guard.
Randy DeCleene, Senior Political/STRATCOM Advisor to the 3ID CG
Friday, September 17, 2010 - 10:00 AM
Oh man. Take a minute to read this widow's account of watching her Marine sergeant husband fall apart after he came home from Afghanistan. Two quotations that really struck me:
"I knew that we had run out of time."
And, as he contemplated suicide:
"There is no way I can stop you from doing this, is there?" she said she asked her husband.
"No."
If you know someone who seems suicidal, here is a phone number:
1-800-273-TALK
(HT to BD)
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Thursday, September 16, 2010 - 10:00 AM

Greg Mitchell has a good piece on a soldier who killed herself after being pressed to participate in torture as part of interrogations early in the Iraq war. The piece strikes me as credible.
I do think that until there is a complete investigation of what was done in our names, in part by the military but mainly by civilians involved in intelligence, that the stain will be with us, mentally, politically and socially. We need a truth commission.
The above photo is taken from the burial service of Spc. Alyssa Peterson.
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Friday, September 10, 2010 - 9:56 AM

My e-mail lately brings notice of two organizations doing good things:
First is the National Action Alliance for Suicide Prevention, which rolls out this morning. This one involves a bunch of bigwigs, like the defense secretary, the Army secretary and the VA secretary, but what caught my attention was the participation of the Rev. Robert Certain, who before becoming a minister was a PoW in Hanoi.
By the way, here is the recent Defense Health Board report on the issue.
Second is Spirit of America. A friend of a friend writes that it is
a 501c3 nonprofit that helps our troops help the people in Afghanistan, Iraq and Africa. Since 2003 we've responded to needs identified by U.S. Soldiers and Marines for things that will help the local people -- sewing machines, school supplies, solar water pumps, solar radios, sandals, blankets, mosquito nets, playground equipment, saffron bulbs... any kind of humanitarian or economic development assistance that is needed. This support improves relations and increases trust and cooperation. it is especially helpful in counterinsurgency operations now in Afghanistan. Ultimately, SoA support helps our troops be safer and more successful in their mission.
Spirit of America's support is fast, flexible and decentralized. We fill gaps in military and US government assistance programs. In Afghanistan, it can be difficult to get aid to the remote villages -- far from Kabul -- where much of the war is being fought and where little things can make a big difference. That's where SoA is most active. You can think of this as grass roots public diplomacy. We help the troops be effective unofficial ambassadors... ambassadors of the goodwill of the American people. Most NGOs keep their distance from the military. Spirit of America takes a different approach that offers a new model for military-NGO collaboration.
Everything we do is supported by private-sector donations. We provide Americans with a meaningful way to help and to connect with the service of our troops. People can choose where their money goes and 100% goes to provide what those on the front lines say is needed.
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010 - 10:01 AM

This was posted yesterday by Jim Gourley in response to Blake Hall's guest column. Like Blake's terrific essay, this comment really struck me as thoughtful. I told my wife about the cave analogy over dinner.
Of lepers and caves
By Jim GourleyI'm going to say quite a few things that I can't immediately qualify, because the views build on each other. I wish I could give you a clear line of reasoning, but if I could then PTSD wouldn't be a problem. So I'm going to do this the only way I know how -- create the ball of twine and then unravel it. Bear with me.
I am an expert on PTSD. So is every other Soldier/Sailor/Marine/Airman (avoiding diatribes against the all-inclusive "warrior" here) who has felt and/or suffered (because feeling and suffering are distinct from each other) from PTSD. I know we are all experts because no one else does, or can, understand the condition without having gone through it. Army psychologists and counselors who have not felt it or suffered from it only scratch the surface of the problem.
PTSD is very difficult to deal with for two reasons. One reason is the misconception that it is a psychological condition. It's not. It's a spiritual condition. Yes, I know that you cannot anatomically identify the human spirit or sedate it with valium and that, for all its complexities and mysteries, we find the brain much easier to "treat", but I'm telling you right now that trying to understand PTSD under a psychological paradigm is like trying to conduct an ACL surgery at an auto-body shop. I've met David Grossman, and even he speaks about it in metaphysical terms on a frequent basis. If you don't believe me, I'll go dig up the quotes from all the shrinks-in-chief that declare the cause for spikes in suicides in 2008 and 2009 and 2010 was "due to the weather." I give all due respect to the shrinks and counselors. They're doing their best. But with all due respect, their best is nothing but best guesses. Because this isn't scientific. It's spiritual.
The second reason it's difficult is that, even when we acknowledge the spiritual nature of this condition, we are woefully inept at dealing with it. Blake Hall hits on all the things we do wrong -- ridicule, ostracize, and ignore those with the disease. Treat the guy like a leper.
You want to know why we do that? Because deep down underneath all that type-A, testosterone-driven, state-of-the-badass-art Spartan warrior bravado that we exude, we are scared to f---ing death that we'll catch it. PTSD in the Army is like cooties in a third-grade classroom.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010 - 9:39 AM
This blog is probably not the best place to run this column, because many of you will know instantly what Blake is talking about here. But I am happy to have him start here, and I hope others, outside of those who pay steady attention to our wars, will hear what he has to say.
I am turning the whole column over to him today.
By Blake Hall
Best Defense guest columnist
Every day is a national tragedy. This is not hyperbole. Eighteen veterans kill themselves every day, a figure that represents twenty percent of the suicides in this country, and veterans constitute twenty-three percent of this nation's homeless population. Veterans represent nine percent of America's population, so those numbers, to me, are staggering.
Last month, I sat down for dinner with my former battalion commander. I brought up these numbers and he responded with valid questions, "How much of that is self-selection? Were these vets already struggling with problems before the military? Were they already pre-disposed to engage in high-risk activity? How many of them fought in combat?" I noted that the figures don't include the veterans who kill themselves with alcohol or who kill themselves on motorcycles or in single-car accidents, because those types of fatalities don't fit into neatly quantifiable categories. But, ultimately, I do not have the academic knowledge or expertise to respond authoritatively to his queries. I can only comment on my former scouts and snipers, who call me from time to time, as they fight their demons.
I led twenty-four scouts and five snipers in Iraq from July 2006 to September 2007. Our mandate as a platoon was to kill/capture High Value Targets -- typically Al-Qaida or Iranian backed militants. We were in some rough spots, and, as you can imagine, we saw some terrible things. It affected all of us. As the prophet Isaiah noted, "Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction."
I've had two calls from my men in the last month and a half. One of them was from a sniper team leader I nominated for the Bronze Star with Valor for his actions in combat. The other was from a sniper I consider one of the bravest men in my platoon. Both men told me they considered killing themselves either during deployment or when they returned home from war.
In Mosul, the sniper team leader, "David," rescued the crew of a Stryker Reconnaissance Vehicle taking heavy fire from three different directions. He exposed himself to that fire in order to secure a winch to the vehicle, which was in danger of rolling over into a draw. He saved the crew after he had emplaced and directed his sniper teams to engage insurgents firing four mortar tubes on a combat support hospital -- an action senior commanders credit with saving twenty American lives, for ten coalition service members, some of them nurses, had already been critically wounded at the base from the mortar fire. And then he subdued an Al-Qaida militant in hand-to-hand combat inside of a building.
In Baghdad, another sniper, "Jonathan," was on the rooftop of a building with my company commander during a firefight. Afterwards, the company commander walked up to me with shaky legs and said, "Blake, your snipers are crazy. They were walking around on the roof, bullets everywhere, just pointing and shooting. I was huddled behind the wall taking cover. You might tell them to get down once in awhile."
Both men are brave. I want them by my side in a firefight -- the highest compliment a soldier can give. So it breaks my heart when a soldier like Jonathan calls me and tells me that he wants to kill himself. Jonathan was brave in some of the scariest situations I can imagine, but it is the way that he is being treated now that he is back home that is breaking him down.
When Jonathan returned home from Iraq, he exhibited classic signs of PTSD, a term I hate, for PTSD is a disease that every veteran suffers from to some degree or another. He had trouble sleeping. He was nervous and hyper-alert in normal everyday situations. He couldn't concentrate on a task for longer than a few minutes.
When he went to the chain-of-command for support, he was removed from the sniper section and placed into an administrative role while the command figured out what to do with him. I had moved to the battalion staff, but I took him to lunch one day and he told me, "Sir, I'm not even in the platoon anymore. I feel like a shitbag."
That Jonathan could be treated this way, even by Infantry officers, many of whom have not seen combat to the degree that he has seen it, is unacceptable to me. There is a very real dilemma facing commanders who must decide whether they can allow a soldier to train with live weapons while they are dealing with psychological trauma, but, ultimately, the narrative needs to change. All of us hit lows from time to time, everyone who has experienced heartbreak in a relationship knows how utterly depressing the next few weeks after that cut can be, but, with the help of family and friends, you can make a full recovery and heal.
To understand the current narrative, read this quote from General George S. Patton:
The greatest weapon against the so called ‘battle fatigue' is ridicule. If soldiers would realize that a large proportion of men allegedly suffering from battle fatigue are really using an easy way out, they would be less sympathetic... If soldiers would make fun of those who begin to show battle fatigue, they would prevent its spread and also save the man who allows himself to malinger by this means from an after-life of humiliation and regret.
From the moment a soldier enters basic training to the day he takes off the uniform, he is taught that to admit weakness is to invite ridicule. In The Things They Carried, Tim O'Brien noted how the fear of embarrassment is the greatest motivator of valor. He focused on the negative. Certainly, a hunger for admiration can also enable bravery. But they both center on a certain primal desire for respect we all retain. When I was scared in combat, I knew that I could not shrink from danger, for I would never be able to stand in front of my men again with credibility. So I stood and fought.
We soldiers have been conditioned to never, ever admit we are hurt or suffering. But dealing with the aftermath of war, when you are no longer surrounded by the men who fought with you, when you are no longer working for a chain of command that can give you feedback from a position of authority, when you are alone -- is a battle that far too many of us lose. When some of the bravest guys that I know can't admit weakness, or do admit weakness, and then are subject to ridicule, then I posit that the narrative for the "after," for the persistent battle that we veterans fight for the rest of our lives, should be distinct and separate from the Army's normative weakness -- ridicule relationship that is appropriate for combat.
I told Jonathan that he was brave when it counted. I said that when the chips were down, he faced the bullets and he moved forward, often at the head of the platoon. I let him know that I thought it was far more manly and heroic to admit weakness back here at home because it defies everything we have been taught in our culture that celebrates strength and filters out weakness lest it corrupt the unit.
After a long pause, he said, "Thank you so much for talking to me sir. I already feel a lot better." He shouldn't have to thank me, the nation should thank him. He should feel the respect and gratitude of the country every day by the way he is treated, not just in the popular culture that celebrates America's service members, which all of us who have served appreciate.
Sadly, some of the articles I have read on this blog from the systematic mismanagement and scope creep that have ruined the Army's Warrior Transition Units to single anecdotes about a veteran living alone with PTSD to op-eds that note some businesses are afraid to hire vets due to PTSD and TBI concerns (your article about Obamacare), reinforce the broken nature of the ecosystem of programs design to re-integrate American veterans. David visited a VA counselor three times to talk about the issues he dealt with every day. On his fourth visit, his normal counselor wasn't there, so a new counselor saw him. The counselor asked, "Why are you here?" Then, the counselor sat back and expected David to fill him in on everything that he had already covered with his normal counselor. David got up and left, without treatment, because he got the sense that the therapist didn't care. No one tried to stop him from leaving.
When you go to sleep tonight, eighteen more veterans will be gone by their own hand. Many more will lay their heads down without shelter, because they have lost their way. The thought that one day David and Jonathan could join their ranks is more than I can bear.
Veterans need to know that it is okay to admit weakness after dealing with the trauma of war. They need to know that they won't be judged for opening up about their pain. They need to know that Americans care.
Blake Hall is a former Army captain and a member of the Army Rangers. He led a scout platoon in Iraq from July 2006 to September 2007. His military awards include two bronze stars with one "V" device for valor in combat. He recently graduated from Harvard Business School and co-founded TroopSwap, a platform for the military community.history.army.mil
Friday, June 18, 2010 - 11:33 AM

Here is a note from a smart former Marine sergeant I know. Some people in the Army think the Marines are doing a better job of handling this problem than the poor old Army is, but this note indicates that the Corps is having pretty much the same problems.
By David Goldich
Best Defense guest columnistThe USMC Wounded Warrior barracks were established a couple of years ago to great fanfare. Ostensibly, the idea was to provide combat wounded Marines and Sailors with specialized barracks housing that facilitated recuperation efforts. Less stress, better facilities closer to base hospitals, specialized equipment, etc. Many if not most of the residents at these barracks are neither wounded nor warriors, as the article states. The Wounded Warrior barracks at Lejeune has its share of drug addicts (there was a pretty big Oxy problem last year), mental health cases (many pre-existing and non-combat related), and general "misfits" that commanders dump rather than deploy with.
The solution is simple: dedicated specialized housing and care for WOUNDED WARRIORS. Take out the rest and put them elsewhere. Don't debase those injured in defense of the nation by putting them in the same room as an Oxy junkie who couldn't take the stress of serving Saturday duty stateside and said he was going to kill himself because his 3 week girlfriend dumped him.
The recruiting problem is real too. There should be a mechanism where recruiters are better rewarded for the quality and subsequent performance of recruits rather than sheer volume submitted. I don't blame recruiters, many of whom are friends. It is a high stress position, but one which is volunteered for. The recruiter, the drill instructor, the MOS teacher, and the commander are all eyeing different things, and this creates the disconnect that allows problem recruits to become problem Marines. Perhaps one idea on the tail end of the spectrum is allowing Battalion Commander authority to separate Marines who are obviously not suited for the service. Getting a Marine separated for clear misconduct takes absolutely forever and becomes a GO-level legal nightmare. Make the separation process 60 days or less for drug pops and other misconduct that would warrant a Bad Conduct Discharge.
U.S. Army
Friday, June 18, 2010 - 11:30 AM

I am willing to keep up this discussion. So is Noel Koch,
who this morning sent along this reply to General Cheek's comments posted
yesterday:
By Noel Koch
Best Defense wounded warrior columnistGeneral Cheek has
kindly suggested I might offer my vision of how the Army's Wounded Warrior
program should be run, and I shall in due course. In the interim, one useful
start might be to adopt the General's own vision of a tiered system in which
Wounded Warriors are managed separately from those camping in the WTUs for as
long as they are able to game the system. I believe this notion came up during
one of our discussions involving his consternation over an Army Colonel who was
managing to squat in one of the WTUs for something on the order of 600 days,
resorting to various subterfuges, including threats of suicide, to defeat
efforts to move him on.Regarding the
matter of satisfaction surveys, which seem to be a running point of contention,
the following is an excerpt from a report by the US Government Accountability
Office:"The Army's feedback mechanisms include its Warrior Transition Unit
Program Satisfaction Survey, which collects information from servicemembers in
WTUs on a number of issues, including the primary care manager and nurse case
manager. However, the surveys response rates for the WTUs have been low (13 to
35 percent) and the Army has not determined whether the results obtained from
the respondents are representative of all WTU servicemembers. An Army official
told GAO that the Army does not plan to conduct analyses to determine whether
the survey results are representative, because it is satisfied with the
response rates. In GAO's view, the response rates are too low for the Army to
reliably report satisfaction of servicemembers in WTUs."
U.S. Army
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 - 11:04 AM

Here is a thoughtful and worried note from Noel Koch, who recently left his position at the Pentagon overseeing the "wounded warrior" program, about "warrior transition units," or WTUs, which he says that despite their publicity have become dumping grounds for soldiers who never should have been recruited-and most, he reveals, have never seen combat.
By Noel Koch
Best Defense guest columnist
Our men and women in uniform today represent the finest fighting force ever fielded. The only problem? There aren't enough of them.
The evidence has been multiplying and cascading down on the Pentagon since the beginning of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. It includes the assignment of military duties to extravagantly paid private contractors because there are not enough soldiers to perform these duties; the use of "stop-loss" orders to keep personnel past the end of their contracts, at which point their service is no longer "voluntary"; and, because "stop-loss" is not a sufficient expedient, the call up of National Guardsmen to deploy, at the age of 45 or 50, to Iraq or Afghanistan.
These desperate attempts at patching institutional shortfalls have human consequences: spouses are deployed multiple times as marriages falter and fail and children grow up with a parent they scarcely know; soldiers take their lives in record numbers, their deaths lamely assigned to "relationship problems"; and, most tellingly, recruiting NCOs commit suicide because they can't bear the brutal stress put on them to bring in more people when qualified people are unwilling to join the military. The Army says it is meeting its recruiting quotas, but many of those recruited are unfit for service.
The evidence for that can be found in the failure of our Warrior Transition Units. Over the past eleven months my colleagues and I spent countless weeks visiting these units and hundreds of hours talking to the men and women in them. The WTUs were created following the discovery of substandard conditions in temporary quarters at Walter Reed Army Medical Center. They were intended to assist with the healing of combat-wounded service personnel. Yet the majority of the people in these units today are not combat-wounded. To the contrary,most have never left the country.
To understand how this happens, recall the stressed-out recruiting sergeants. To meet their quotas people who are physically unfit; mentally unfit; emotionally unstable; or, who have criminal histories and disciplinary problems are recruited. Commanders refuse to deploy with these people. So, commonly, they are put in the Warrior Transition Units, which is why these are called "warehouses" and "dumping grounds."
U.S. Army
Thursday, May 27, 2010 - 11:07 AM
I had a couple of flights yesterday so I caught up on my reading of military magazines -- Proceedings, Marine Corps Gazette, Air Force, and Army. Brig. Gen. Loree Sutton, the Army's highest-ranking psychiatrist, tells her service's magazine what sort of homecoming soldier worries her most:
As a psychiatrist, I must say that an individual who comes back from 12 to 15 months, moreover a series of repeat tours over the last nine years, and says, 'It hasn't affected me at all' -- that's the person I'm most concerned about.
health.mil
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 - 12:24 PM

Read Spencer Attackerman on one nurse's testimony at Guantanamo. This is a woman and an officer who understands her professional duty.
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010 - 12:20 PM

Here's another comment from a military spouse. I am going to keep running these until the little grasshoppers begin to grasp that stresses on the military family may be what breaks the all-volunteer force.
"Has your dad been killed yet?"
My seven-year-old son recently revealed that a well-meaning, worried friend in his class asks him this question nearly every day. My husband is a Navy pilot serving a one-year deployment in the Middle East, and first graders at the school have written him letters and seen many photos of him; he even dressed kids in his flight gear during career day.
When my son repeated to me his friend's question, I started to wonder about the drawbacks of our outreach to the civilian community. Usually, I go out of my way to facilitate contact with non-military groups because I believe that greater public awareness of servicemembers' lives can help close the civilian-military gap in perception that has widened since the abolition of the draft. I work to bring civilians closer to the experience of military families in a time of war, with a memoir and a monthly column about our current deployment.
But it wasn't hard to convince me that the Congressional Military Family Caucus, a new group which takes a much different approach, is an important national step forward. The Congressional Military Family Caucus aims to create legislation and shape policies that will benefit military families. A combination of legislation and public awareness on behalf of military families can build morale and ease roadblocks like spouse education and employment, tax inequities stemming from residency requirements, and federal services for military children with special needs. If legislators craft policies that lighten the burden of their constituents -- in this case, military moms and dads -- America benefits from retention of the best people the Armed Forces can attract.
The connection between a strong military family and a strong military force has long been documented; in the current Administration, Michelle Obama's outreach to military families has anchored her agenda as First Lady. But the Caucus aims to formalize the connection between a strong family and a strong force. It launched last fall, and recently held its first Military Spouse Summit to help set its priorities. I was an invited speaker at the Summit, and stayed to participate. My son's comments were still fresh, and still hurt. I wasn't sure if I should share them with the group.
Seventy military spouses (chosen from an application pool of 500) from around the country traveled to the Cannon House Office Building for the event -- some of them at their own expense, others supported by their local Navy League, USO or a veterans' organization. All of the services were represented, but each spouse's name tag listed her (or his) first name only, and participants were asked not to mention their partner's rank or job.
Speakers on diverse topics such as PTSD and military-friendly voting initiatives alternated with brainstorming sessions, but I was struck most by the research findings presented by Purdue University's Military Family Research Institute MFRI's director, Shelly M. MacDermid Wadsworth, stressed that "the story of today's military families is still being written," but noted that the psychological stress and unpredictability of a servicemember's combat deployment is a "corrosive influence" on family life. Many of us in the audience nodded with recognition.
I also detected a measure of silent satisfaction -- because bringing a research specialty into the mainstream is an important step toward acknowledgement that challenges exist in the first place. Military spouses tend to be as stoic as their servicemember, so it can be hard to share struggles and challenges with each other, or determine anecdotally how serious or widespread a problem is. Rooting the Caucus' priorities in research (MFRI estimates that over 1,000 studies on military families are underway) is critical to its success.
To me, however, the most significant moment of the day never appeared on the agenda. During a lull, one of the military spouses at my table pulled that day's copy of USA Today from her bag. The headline read, "Military Health Care Costs Booming," and the story below it revealed that surging costs are prompting the Pentagon and Congress to consider the first hike in out-of-pocket fees for military retirees and some active-duty families in 15 years. Among the factors driving up costs were these two:
- Behavioral-health counseling sessions for troops and family members rose 65% since 2004. The Pentagon paid for 7.3 million visits last year -- treatment of 140,000 patients each week.
- Many new patients are children suffering anxiety or depression because of a parent away at war. Children had 42% more counseling sessions last year than in 2005.
The newspaper passed from hand to hand at our table, and each spouse frowned. I finally told a few of the women what my son's friend said to him, because several years' worth of similar comments have prompted me to seek out family counseling at various crisis points. Our visits were certainly folded into those statistics, and legislators' comments reported in the article seemed to rebuke us. It appeared that military families were being doubly punished: first by sending a family member off to war, and then for utilizing the resources made available to manage the ensuing trauma. Overusing these benefits -- though no one has ever specified what this overuse might be -- might now result in limited offerings, or higher costs for families who had been promised this care in exchange for their years of service.
The irony of reading a story about Congress cutting military family health benefits while attending a meeting of the Congressional Military Family Caucus escaped no one. The power of legislation to change lives was clear to all of us in that moment. Only one spouse spoke. "Promises have to be kept," she said. Her words might well serve as the Caucus's motto. Because if the Congressional Military Family Caucus succeeds in ensuring that the promises made to America's military families are kept -- through legislation, public awareness, or any combination of the two -- it will strengthen our forces as well as our families. Including seven-year-olds.
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Friday, April 23, 2010 - 11:35 AM

Employers are afraid to hire recent vets, Leo "Three Sticks" Shane of Stars & Stripes reports, because of fear that PTSD and TBI could make them go postal. Actually I think it probably is more from fear that PTSD and TBI will drive up the costs of employer-provided health insurance.
Whatever the reason, one of out five veterans under the age of 24 is out of work, the newspaper says.
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Friday, April 16, 2010 - 12:20 PM

By Rebecca Frankel
Best Defense Chief Canine Correspondent
We long for an affection altogether ignorant of our faults. Heaven has accorded this to us in the uncritical canine attachment. -George Eliot
Animal-assisted therapy has long been used as by the medical community as an alternative method for treating human depression. Dog lovers know that there are few things more comforting than the warmth and unchecked affection of a devoted canine companion.
The New York Times recently ran a piece by Janie Lorber about Iraq war veterans dealing with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) who are setting aside prescription drugs for the cathartic powers of "psychiatric service dogs specially trained to help traumatized veterans leave the battlefield behind as they reintegrate into society."
Credit: U.S. Air Force photo/Senior Airman Christopher Griffin
Friday, October 9, 2009 - 2:47 PM
I didn't know about this until the other day when a neighbor mentioned it, but apparently there is an extensive literature and ongoing research about fish oil being good for lessening the impact of PTSD, or even of deterring it, if taken earlier.
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009 - 4:34 PM

The New York Times discloses today that earlier this year, Gen. Petraeus was treated for prostate cancer. No wonder he looked a little peaked lately. This may also partly explain his relatively low profile on Afghanistan.
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 - 6:21 PM

Speaking of invading Iraq: The American Enterprise Institute may have been wrong about that launching that war, which I believe has been the biggest mistake in the history of American foreign policy. But, hey, everyone makes mistakes. They are holding what looks to be a good conference Friday about irregular warfare and psychological resiliency.
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Monday, September 14, 2009 - 8:24 PM

I have a lot of sympathy for people carrying around PTSD. It sucks.
But now I see where a former spokesman for the British ministry of defense says he has post-traumatic stress disorder from telling so many lies about the Iraq war. Really? If that were really the case, I'd expect to see the sidewalks of Washington crowded with former Bushies gone barking mad.
Hey, look out the window ...
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Friday, July 17, 2009 - 3:13 PM

Now the Pope breaks his wrist. Hillary Clinton, Sotomayor and so on-everybody is busting bones. A cast of thousands, if you will.
I had thought that what was going on was that aging boomers don't know when to stop. (The other day I jammed a finger just trying to stop a grounder in left-center field.) But I don't think the Pope really fits in that category.
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